rocking socks off feathers floating ruffled.

Do you know what bothers me? When my professors send me 3 emails a day in between our last class meeting and the next class meeting, to assign extra work. What's the point of a syllabus anymore? Also, I love how they plainly state on said syllabus: "Additional assignments may be added during the semester." Yes, because we are all a slave to our f'in email addresses. Technology should make school easier. Instead, it's a means by which we get to be overloaded with homework, and grumpy as all hell for not being in grad school in, say, the 1950's. or 60's, 70's, 80's, and, yes, even the 90's. Fucking A.

I hate homework.

On moving.

where do we get a verde card?
Barcelona.
and Rosa.
and Carlos Tamale.
skateboard/literary scene.

diving into the bathtub.

white hipster sunglasses.

"i'm not talking about vacation...i'm talking about escaping"

sending out books.
becoming famous.
finishing school.
making Spanish babies.

Self Portrait

My hair is getting long and unruly.

Mustache.

Memories from last night.

4:47.
descending.
eyeballs.
hkhk.
thicker mustache.
car.
hk.
gifts.
book.
presents.
immortalized on page 4.
"how does it feel?"
smelly shirt. (smells good)
Elvis Perkins - "While you were sleeping"
stopping time.
timemachines.
button down shirt.
rolled up sleeves.
Spoon.
live music.
Alice in Chains.
black olive wars.
Blue Moon.
Budwiser.
familiar faces.
whispers.
more mustache talk.
slow dance.
twitching on the couch.
somber driving.
reading.
reading again.
Page 4.
and
wanting.
texting.
answering.
sleeping.
answering.
sleeping.
dreaming.
waking.
reading.
day dreaming.
of a time machine.

Dukes.

Wellwellwell.

Yesterday was all over the place.

Morning G-chats. Roller coaster words. Pure emotion. Loathing technology.

Mid-day family drama. Discussion. Yelling. Getting up the courage, only to be shot down.

Afternoon loneliness.

Early evening fast driving with the windows down and the radio blasting.

Venting to poor Scott.

Taking my aggression out on the V-ball court, wearing short shorts and bug spray.

Drinks and food with friends.

More drinks.

An hour in the car with the radio on.

Home.

Bed.
Super late. Super tired.
The end.