i used to feel an overwhelming sense of deep deep sadness when i listened to this song.
but
"today has been the most perfect day I've ever seen"

sometimes life gives you a jolt.
and all of the times you listened to yourself saying:  "i'll never again..."
seem like a distant memory.

because you will.


and no matter what
the future
the past
no               matter               what

there are moments that seem so perfect that they won't even allow thoughts of what ifs or maybes or hopes or dreams.

when you can feel every breath, every hair on your arm, eyelash on your eyeball.  you can be in mulhollands with a hundred other knicks fans.  you can be on the back of a ducati.  you can be on an orange chair.  you can be on your front steps.

when the world stops.
you know.


you haven't seen anything, yet.

And I'm going to Copenhagen in 3 weeks. Life is pretty good.

Oh. I have my motorcycle license now.

This.

Hot guy. Hot bike.
Took me to a vegan restaurant on the UWS.
Put a Crack pie in his pocket.

Locked into a wine bar in Willyb.

Sleep is overrated


There's a lot to catch up on when it's been 13 years.