guy reading the obituaries on the train.
stop.
at east new york.
heavy eyelids.
from.
a bottle of wine.
starts with a "z".
at city winery.
celebrating a birthday.
with big smiles.
and
interestingness.

words have different meanings.

when uttered by someone else.

there's nothing worse than seeing a friend in tears.

24 hour animal clinics are not a place i like to frequent. so much sadness there. i still don't understand it. how the cat cried the whole way there. how she was so alive one minute. then. gone. i cannot bear to see the people that i love when they are in pain. it makes my heart hurt and my eyes burn.

it makes you reflect on what is important in life.
it makes you think about the people you love.

it makes you wonder why texts go unanswered.
but.
it makes you grateful for the ones that are.

a few amazing things:

.morning wake-up calls.
.chipwhiches.
.strawberry banana smoothies.
.being a member of the alternate side and getting invited to free shows. with a plus-one.
.sneaky emails.
.watching wes anderson movies.
.skanking.
.the word "kismet".
.NBA finals! Go Magic!!.

life is good.