4.30.2012

With HR from Bad Brains at Public Assembly, Brooklyn.


Bon Iver - Love More

4.27.2012

Sea of Bees - Willis - Luxury Wafers Sessions

Wow. This.


One of the raddest things I've ever seen!!! Space shuttle fly over manhattan. 



4.25.2012

Ava Luna - Clips

May 4th
BAM

With the Antlers and St. Vincent
Can't wait!
I never thought
I could cry so much
It would make me sick.

This is the last
Last time
I let someone hurt me.

4.24.2012

Wild Child @ The Parish - "Silly Things"




memories
will
always
bring
me
back.


the way you kissed my neck.

4.19.2012

Thursday night nail art.

Earth day nails.

west coast.

51 miles
to goodbyes
and
cheezits.

the musk of a
travel lodge
where we left
the astronaut
but not

our anger.

visits with
zack
always remind me
who i am
and

what i love about that.

dad's kitchen
and
wrong turns.

the cows
precariously perched on the
hillsides.
farm raised
and
waiting to die.

the bay bridge
lets us keep the roof
of the tracker
as the whirl of the wind
reminds us where we exist.

i held my breath.

again and again.

with my feet on the dash.


the mosser hotel.
simple and sweet.
but the nausea in my belly
won't let me live.
motion sickness
or
fear.


fights up hill
and
down touristy streets
through arcades
and
on piers.

when a nap on a windy lawn
is the most necessary thing.


cable cars
and the BART
and
the muni
and
a skateboard
and
the tracker with the roof off.

a bubble bath
a night
would
change
my
life.

in the mission
with haldun
waiting for the thriller video
but not before seeing
ghosts on valencia street.

fish tacos and dylan thomas quotes.
a standoff 
in a graffiti alley.

a better day.

driving with the top down.

smiles to sausalito
and
up and down hwy 1.

you can call me al.
while i wear big black sunglasses
and video a journey that began
5 months ago
and won't let go.

i wore a coral dress
and
became someone i am not.
and
it hurt.

everyone.

making serendipitous baseball games
impossible.
and
there are only so many sorrys you can say
when you're not. 


delores park holds a moment
frozen in time.

learning the true meaning of
loneliness
on a redeye to a place
that is devoid of
everything ever wanted.

spaghetti sandwiches
mini lions
tomahawks

beavers
chicken pickles
avalanches

flip phones.


















4.11.2012

4.10.2012

4.06.2012

i will
toss and
turn
all night.

from feelings
mutual.

and

blue and green
photographs.

and
i will not mind
my tired
morning eyes.

the dreams.
the thoughts.
the hope.

invigorate my soul.
and
every
day

new.

4.05.2012

Thursday night nail art. Ombré nails to match the yarn I'm using to
crochet this top.
This.

sometimes
you find
exactly
what you
want.

when
you're
not looking.

4.03.2012

The Lumineers - Ho Hey (Official Video)

tuesday morning
sex texts
and gchats
with 4 ladies.

accidentally listening
to
angus and julia stone
in the shower
and
crocheting pineapple
shirts
with
illegally downloaded
distractions.

jetblue
emails me a deal
to san fran.

the bittersweetness
of
knowing the truth.

vegan cupcakes
and
tiger balm
and
skinny ankles
and
geo trackers
on grand street.

my teeth hurt
and
my dog
looks like a
miniature lion.