1.16.2009

I fell off.

probably for good reason.
things have been topsy turvey.

and i have been still.

enough so to keep the thoughts in my head.
really think.
hard.
and
long.

i'm trying to let everything settle into place.
but
not really.
because i thrive on the chaos.

I will be the tomato soup to my Mr. grilled cheese, esq.

and

we will become robots.
but only for a few brief moments.
when
we are having fun.
and
forgetting
the
struggle.