still sick to my stomach.
and
lightheaded.
and
i have no idea what is going on.
my mom wanted me to go to the hospital.
instead.
i'm going out for drinks with danny terr.
it's been too long.
6.30.2009
6.29.2009
6.26.2009
6.25.2009
last night.
4:35 express.
to flatbush ave.
delayed 10 mins.
thinking about radio waves.
passing through my body.
and
if i would feel differently,
if i were in Glacier National Park.
connection at Jamaica.
and
sonic the hedgehog guy
won't leave me alone.
flatbush ave madhouse.
tap on the shoulder.
and
replacement umbrella.
and
i am happy.
so happy to be found.
through the hustle and bustle.
onto the D.
to Broadway Lafayette.
past Nolita House.
and
the Bowery Poetry Club.
and
risque billboards.
chickpea
and
a chilly Moon movie.
no gummy bears.
down Chrystie.
to Grand.
just like the night
at the Bowery Ballroom.
no seats on the train.
and
the stairs will be closed
for a month.
walk walk walk.
down President.
and
up stairs.
missed trains.
and
late night bagels.
and
a long walk.
singing bonnie raitt.
4:35 express.
to flatbush ave.
delayed 10 mins.
thinking about radio waves.
passing through my body.
and
if i would feel differently,
if i were in Glacier National Park.
connection at Jamaica.
and
sonic the hedgehog guy
won't leave me alone.
flatbush ave madhouse.
tap on the shoulder.
and
replacement umbrella.
and
i am happy.
so happy to be found.
through the hustle and bustle.
onto the D.
to Broadway Lafayette.
past Nolita House.
and
the Bowery Poetry Club.
and
risque billboards.
chickpea
and
a chilly Moon movie.
no gummy bears.
down Chrystie.
to Grand.
just like the night
at the Bowery Ballroom.
no seats on the train.
and
the stairs will be closed
for a month.
walk walk walk.
down President.
and
up stairs.
missed trains.
and
late night bagels.
and
a long walk.
singing bonnie raitt.
6.24.2009
6.23.2009
6.22.2009
6.20.2009
6.19.2009
6.18.2009
6.17.2009
I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some
I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me
I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want
To dance
with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - life is our cause
When I think of your kisses
My mind see-saws
Do you see - do you see - do you see
How you hurt me baby
So I hurt you too
Then we both get so blue
I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
Its the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
Want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
I want to make you feel free
Want to make you feel free
I want to make you feel free
All I Want.
Joni Mitchell
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some
I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me
I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want
To dance
with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - life is our cause
When I think of your kisses
My mind see-saws
Do you see - do you see - do you see
How you hurt me baby
So I hurt you too
Then we both get so blue
I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
Its the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
Want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
I want to make you feel free
Want to make you feel free
I want to make you feel free
All I Want.
Joni Mitchell
6.16.2009
6.15.2009
i am no stranger to
this feeling.
feelings big and small that come and go and leave you both
satisfied and confused.
and you wait.
in the front cover of books.
and you wait.
laying on the bed playing the melodica.
and you wait.
on a subway with a woman asleep next to you.
and you wait.
watching the tallest man on earth.
and you remember.
everything.
but
you forget the umbrella.
this feeling.
feelings big and small that come and go and leave you both
satisfied and confused.
and you wait.
in the front cover of books.
and you wait.
laying on the bed playing the melodica.
and you wait.
on a subway with a woman asleep next to you.
and you wait.
watching the tallest man on earth.
and you remember.
everything.
but
you forget the umbrella.
6.11.2009
6.09.2009
6.08.2009
6.04.2009
there's nothing worse than seeing a friend in tears.
24 hour animal clinics are not a place i like to frequent. so much sadness there. i still don't understand it. how the cat cried the whole way there. how she was so alive one minute. then. gone. i cannot bear to see the people that i love when they are in pain. it makes my heart hurt and my eyes burn.
it makes you reflect on what is important in life.
it makes you think about the people you love.
it makes you wonder why texts go unanswered.
but.
it makes you grateful for the ones that are.
24 hour animal clinics are not a place i like to frequent. so much sadness there. i still don't understand it. how the cat cried the whole way there. how she was so alive one minute. then. gone. i cannot bear to see the people that i love when they are in pain. it makes my heart hurt and my eyes burn.
it makes you reflect on what is important in life.
it makes you think about the people you love.
it makes you wonder why texts go unanswered.
but.
it makes you grateful for the ones that are.
6.03.2009
6.02.2009
6.01.2009
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