i am no stranger to

this feeling.


feelings big and small that come and go and leave you both
satisfied and confused.

and you wait.

in the front cover of books.

and you wait.

laying on the bed playing the melodica.

and you wait.

on a subway with a woman asleep next to you.

and you wait.

watching the tallest man on earth.

and you remember.

everything.

but

you forget the umbrella.