haha is not a sentence.
haha. is.


my paternal grandmother passed away on monday.

i have spent the week with death and family.
and
without love.


which made everything seem a bit harder.




she is at peace.
she will be missed.
she was always a classy lady.
and
will always be in my heart.

she always told me that my hair was too long.
and
she always held my hand so tight when i would sit with her.
and
she always smiled so bright when i went to visit her.


for the past year or so, whenever i would see her she would ask me "why am i still here?" or "when am i going to go?"

she was ready.
she was waiting.

she has gone.

rest in peace grandma.
i love you.