2.04.2010

tonight.

i wanted him
to stay.

i wanted him
to hold me.

i wanted him to do all of those things that he's so good at.

like

making me smile. big.

and

his words. oh, his words.

how he makes me feel like i am one of the most amazing people that he's ever met.

and

how i believe him.
because i can feel it.
and
because he's never let me down.

i am a lucky girl.

with
a pack of forgotten canadian cigarettes.