i want to hold my breath.
but
not for forever.

the past week has been a whirlwind.

the ups and downs make everything real.



the what if's and maybe's make everything unsteady.





i want my feet firmly on the ground.
forever.

like every time our eyeballs meet.


in the mean time i will take shallow breaths.
and
embrace
what
could
be
all
that
i
always
wanted.