snuggle hard
with
the shotgun
in your bed.

christmas comes 4 days early this year.

wake up
to
morning emails
that invigorate
your soul
and
make you
forget about last night.

there are
robots
fucking
distantly.

and

peacocks
pineapples
tomahawks
giraffe mugs
and
puppy dog carriers.

adrian gave me
mexican
medicine
to rub on
my sore hands.

i'm terrified
of
ski lifts
and


going to
the mountains.