i want
eggs with a side of eggs.


i want
to throw my phone
out the drivers side window.


i want
to go out to dinner
when someone asks.

even if i know i shouldn't.


i want
to dance til 3am
after watching bball
and
eating dominos
and
hanging out in swanky apartments.


i want
to have
tons.
of.
sex.
while i still want to.


i want
you to watch
the flashes
through my bedroom window.


i want
my fingers
and
heart
to stop aching.


i want
to learn
the lesson
here.




quickly.