i want
eggs with a side of eggs.


i want
to throw my phone
out the drivers side window.


i want
to go out to dinner
when someone asks.

even if i know i shouldn't.


i want
to dance til 3am
after watching bball
and
eating dominos
and
hanging out in swanky apartments.


i want
to have
tons.
of.
sex.
while i still want to.


i want
you to watch
the flashes
through my bedroom window.


i want
my fingers
and
heart
to stop aching.


i want
to learn
the lesson
here.




quickly.

Damien Jurado - I Am Still Here

Nick is moving to China
and
your best friend Justin
to my right
is a reminder
when
i'm

trying to forget.

maps on the ceiling
and
california in my phone.
and


there are people that
breathe fire.




for a living.

smoking will
make my skin break out.

and here
i thought
i had
nothing to say.

in a bar
tucked away in
Bushwick
with


the
blues.

The Honey Trees - To Be With You (Official Video)

i might want bangs.
tonight.

Last meal from my bub.